2018 is done and I'm couldn't be happier!

The saying goes, New Year, New You.  Well for 2019 I'm embracing that wholeheartedly!  This is going to take many twists because this post is going to be more of a brain dump than anything else....

2018 overall was a pretty bad year for me.  There were plenty of highlights but the overall tone would be described as sucky.  I spent the majority of the first quarter of the year dealing what was finally diagnosed as walking pneumonia.  I had this awful barking cough that stopped me from doing pretty much anything except laying around because any activity would send me into a tailspin!  

The Spring and Summer were pretty good, I did a trip to Boone for our wedding anniversary in May.  At the end of July I took a trip out to California for the annual Multiples of America convention.  I went with a few of my favorite people from Triangle Parents of Multiples and met up with some amazing women for a few days of fun, food, wine, and sightseeing before the convention began, we had SO much fun!  While at the convention I was again elected to serve Multiples of America as the Research Vice President which I do enjoy!  

In July I had my yearly physical and with how I'd been feeling I knew something had to be up.  When I met with my doctor we discussed my blood work that was 100% awful.  Every number was bad!  I left with a diagnosis of pre-diabetes and a blood sugar monitor.  SAS has a pre-diabetes program that I worked with starting in August.  The program involved meeting with a nutritionist, nurse, trainer, and therapist and working through several appointments to learn the changes I needed to implement to help bring that all down!  I'm happy to say that in October I had repeat blood work and everything was drastically down and I had completed the program.  Based on the numbers I'm still pre-diabetic but everything is trending down and I'm closer to the boarder of normal at this point than I was, so I'll take that win.

August was a whirlwind of travel and craziness of the consignment sale.  While I was gearing up for a well deserved Labor Day vacation at the beach I got some news that shocked me to my core and made me question what I know about everyone close to me.  I don't want to go into all the details here but lets just say the boys got to take a trip to the police station to make a report with me about someone embezzling a lot of money from an organization that means everything to me.  It's felt like a personal attack and I've had some soul searching to do in addition to getting an up close and personal experience with the justice system in Wake county.  It seems like the last few months have been consumed in the situation and what it means for our organization.  This happened from someone in my inner circle and I hate the way it's made me feel.  I am looking over everything in my life and trying to remember that not everyone I know is a lying thief but it's so hard!

The holiday season went wonderfully, I think that with Thanksgiving being earlier it gave me a sense of calm for the season that I don't normally have as I rush around from party to party to activity!

For those that may not know the boys are now completely registered to start kindergarten in the fall!  With that I knew that I'd need to start thinking about returning to work.  I've been thinking about my passions as well as what has made me happy over the last 5 years since I left the world of working outside the house.  Cooking always brings me happiness but I have no desire to do that professionally so I had to think about something that would help me combine my education and passions.  Over the last several years my favorite thing has been working with other moms of twins to help them find their groove with their new little loves.  I started thinking about how I could use my child development background and this new passion.  I decided to look into the idea of being a postpartum doula.  For those that may not know what that is it is someone trained to come in and help support new mothers after birth with learning about breastfeeding and maybe getting a little rest while someone else handles the baby.  They can work during the day or be at your house to support the baby while the family sleeps.  They also help families work through finding routines that work for their family and learn how to embrace the new tiny family member or in the case of multiples members.  I've spent the last few weeks researching stuff needed for that certification as well as gathering books to read for the required reading list.

I'm really excited about what 2019 will hold and can't wait to see!  It's going to be a year of changes for me and our family but they should all be great!  

The boys have embraced the new year too, they decided that new years means "you try new things you've never tried before" so they are switching beds and car seats.  It's really cute to watch them learn all of these new things!

Happy New Year, and if you've made it this far I'm impressed!

Embracing Sensory Play

So at an event the other week the boys played and played with some sensory bins full of corn kernels, black beans and other fun messy things.  Then we went to an open house at the school I use to teach at and one of the classrooms had their sensory table open with corn kernels, once again love.  When you combine all of that with how much they love sand when out at the park I figured it's time to embrace sensory play.

On Sunday morning I decided to make some colored oats, I found the process here.  They are beautiful and since it was a rainy and cloudy weekend there wasn't any sun so they took a few extra days to dry.  

Yesterday I made it my goal to bring in one of our water tables and clean it.  With that taken care of I mixed the pretty oats with some black beans and let the boys play until their hearts were content.  They played for an hour, and would have kept playing if I hadn't needed to clean the kitchen to start dinner!

The best part is that they are in a love to help phase and I recently bought them brooms and dustpans to help sweep.  They gladly helped clean their mess after playing for an hour!

Until Next Time! 

Updates

This last 2.5 months have been INSANE!  Between weddings, travels, car troubles and sickness we have just not had much time at home.  The last time I wrote was my 2 months mark into Herbalife, I am now at 4 and a half months and I can say the last two months of insanity have led to a point of holding on the weight loss, I had been down 20 pounds and over the course of the last two months I had floated between my 20 down and only 14 down.  I am recommitting to my journey and I am at 18 down total!  The good news is starting this time I already know what I have to do so I just need to start!

Life with my little maniacs is crazy, busy and we are always on the Go Go Go!  They are really starting to talk and make their needs and desires known.  Their little personalities are really coming out too which is awesome!  However, we have entered the world of temper tantrums.

I have experience with this age and have experienced these temper tantrums before but I tell you experiencing it with your own children is really and truly another world!  Take yesterday for example, as a teacher I knew weeks where there is a lot of rain will drive everyone insane.  As mommy yesterday's tantrum at breakfast because he couldn't have more banana because there were no more bananas threw me for a loop!  Thankfully we were able to break out yesterday for a walk and again this morning for a trip to the children's museum so everyone seems to have gotten over their cabin fever!  I will be putting some effort into making some awesome rainy day materials to pull out the next time it becomes  needed!

2 months of a Healthier Me

So I started two months ago today on my Herbalife 3 day trial, I lost 6 pounds in that first three days and was hooked!  Since my last entry I have had a lot happening.  Every weekend it seemed like there was something that was determined to derail my progress through the week so I made it my goal to just not gain any pounds over the weekends.  Well then our week at the beach hit and of course it is vacation and I let myself enjoy it, I gained back 2 pounds as of my weigh in on Monday (7/13).  I have been slightly bummed all week about that but didn't let it change my plan to jump back in full force!  I just did my 2 month weigh in here at home and have lost a total of.....drumroll.....20 pounds since May 18th!

I am over the moon excited!  I absolutely 100% believe in the Herbalife products and want everyone who reads this to know I am literally only doing the shakes and vitamins.  I walk occasionally with the boys but I have not drastically changed and become some workout guru.  I feel amazing and have more energy than I have ever had before!  I have total 100% control over my appetite which is amazing because I can usually control my portions because I am just not craving as large of portions as I use to!

The best part for me is that I am I have the energy to keep up with my two adorable maniacs!

The road to a healthier me!

So if you have noticed some random pictures of me over the last few weeks posted by my friend Brook you will know I have stared a journey to a healthier me.  This all started last September, I had my yearly physical and my thyroid number was a 6, below 5 is good, 10 is bad so 6 was a slight concern but nothing too worrisome.  We set to have my numbers done again in March which we did and that time it was a 7.5 and all my other numbers were terrible too and our family dr who I adore said, "Olivia it is time to make DRASTIC changes."  Not something I ever had heard or ever wanted to hear again....so she sent me for a thyroid appointment with a new dr who also used that word drastic.  So I started processing and thinking and deciding what to do.  In the midst of all this processing I attended a menu planning night at a local nutrition club called Nourish.  I had a great time and Brook made samples of the smoothies they offer at their club.  I hate green smoothies, like seriously hate them.  One of the samples she made was their green smoothie, it was AMAZING.  It is made with spinach not kale which I think is why it is the winner.  I went home and did some research and decided to contact Brook for more information on the program they offer.

I love food.  As a lover of all food I was finding it very hard to limit portions and I frankly lacked the willpower or motivation to even care about moderation or any of that.  She sent me home with a 3 day trial of Herbalife on a Friday.  Well I didn't start it that day but I did start it the following Monday.  She weighed me on Monday morning and again on Thursday morning.  I lost 6 pounds in 3 days.  I was amazed and shocked and HOOKED!  I HAVE NEVER FELT BETTER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!  I am doing a weight loss regime of 2 shakes a day, 2 protein snacks a day and a meal for dinner.  I am tracking calorie intake as well as walking and getting out and going with these two crazy babies.  

I have never dietied in my life because I never had a reason to.  My numbers were always in check and good except my weight but I didn't care as long as everything else rocked.  I started this journey at 235 pounds and I have a few different goals, my first is under 200 and I will allow myself to start trying for another baby, for those around me you know how motivating that is because I have got the baby fever!

I am looking forward to updating on my success as this moves forward.  If anyone wants any information on Herbalife let me know and I will get you connected!  

Appendix and Other Adventures

As everyone else is we are coming off another CRAZY Christmas season!  Between birthday's the first week and Christmas parties every weekend I just feel like the month of December lasts FOREVER!  We spent the first few days of the spousal units vacation traveling to Asheville, NC to have a little break just the four of us.  The boys LOVE the hotel rooms and did great overall with our first vacation as just us.  We went to the Grovepark Inn on Sunday night with some of my family to see the Gingerbread Houses.  I say Gingerbread Houses because that's what they are called but honestly I would say they are more Gingerbread Structures.  They were beautiful and awesome to see but out of the 41 we saw there weren't that many houses.  We did have a wonderful time and then had a great time at dinner together too because all 4 children were so well behaved.  Then on Monday we went to the Biltmore House and spent the day touring and exploring the grounds.  We wore the boys in our carriers since there are so many stairs and we knew strollers would be a pain which worked out great because Child Unit 1 slept on me for the first half of the house and Child Unit 2 slept on the Spousal Unit for the second half of the house!  We had lunch there and then ventured out to the Winery and village they have set up on some of the land.  Once we had done all there was to do Biltmore we then headed to our hotel for a rest before dinner with some of the Spousal Unit's family.  We had a blast despite the boys deciding they were not going to eat anything served.  So they loaded up on snacks that I had brought and that was fine.  

The next day we headed down the mountain to spend some family time with my family where we did all the Christmas festivities.  We woke up on Christmas morning and got back on the road to be able to do Christmas with the Spousal Unit's family.  We truly had a wonderful time but were very grateful to return home and have a week to ourselves at home.....or so we thought......

We got home on Thursday (Christmas) night and I spent all day on Friday unpacking, washing clothes and just getting us settled back into our normal.  Well we went to bed on Friday night and the Spousal Unit looked over at me and said, "I hope it's a good night."  I said, "For who, us or the boys?"  He replied with, "The Boys..."  This may have been where my body started to rear up.  At 3 AM Saturday morning I woke up because Child Unit #2 woke up crying, he fell back asleep before I could really register that anyone needed me.  I however was awake and in pain.  I tried everything I could think of to make it better and nothing worked.  I decided that by 8 I would drive myself to Urgent Care while Spousal Unit stayed with the boys.  By 7:45 that was a no go because I couldn't even put on my shoes without cringing so driving was not happening.  So he loaded up the boys and drove me to urgent care where I got out and went on in while he got the boys into the stroller.  Once I registered and noticed "Oh there are TONS of people in here with Flu like symptoms" I met him at the door and said, take them home and wait for your parents who were thankfully on their way to keep the boys.  By the time he got back I had seen the doctor who informed me that whatever was wrong I needed to be at the ER so off he took me to the hospital where I was immediately seen to determine my level of "emergency" they took blood and urine to go ahead and get worked up and then sent me to the waiting room where I spent about 2 hours in pain.  Once back the doctor got me started on a wonderful cocktail of medicine and a drink for my CT Scan.  The entire morning my speculation had been that it was my gallbladder causing all the pain but once the pain settled into one location it seemed it was my appendix.  The scan proved that low and behold the appendix was the culprit and I was put on prep for surgery.  It went well and I spent a night in the hospital before coming home on Sunday afternoon.  The spousal unit's mom stayed the majority of the last week helping out since I was down and not allowed to lift babies.   I seem to be to the point where I'm mostly back to normal and just keeping the lifting down to a very minimal.  

I hope 2015 is a year without abdominal surgery because with a C-Section last December and Appendix this one I AM DONE for now!

I wish everyone a Happy New Year!

What's Cooking?

I love to cook, always have and seeing as my dad is a chef and my mom is no stranger to the kitchen either I get it rather naturally.  I never really questioned if I would make the boys their baby food I just assumed that's what I would do.  Once I made the choice to stay home with them it became another thing I could do to help save us some money.  The first time I undertook making food for the boys I was 100% overwhelmed.  That night I chose to make sweet potatoes, pears, apples, butternut squash and something else I think that is skipping my mind.  It was WAY TO MUCH at once.  Now looking back on things and working through this after 6ish months I have come up with a system that worked great for me and I figured I would share in case anyone else could benefit.  Make one food at a time!  I did a food a day and that worked out great for me!

When we got married I was super excited for my crock pot, bread maker and immersion blender.  I know little things.  My hours when I worked allowed me to be able to get home at a decent hour to fully cook a meal every night so my crockpot was something I used rather rarely.  Now I use it at least once or twice a week and it's not for the family meals like I'm sure most people use theirs for I am using it to cook veggies and fruits for the boys.  I take the morning nap time after starting a load of laundry and prep whatever I'm cooking that day, today it was strawberries, pineapple, kiwi and spinach.  Toss it all into the crock pot, put the lid on and turn it on for a few hours.  When it was hard veggies like carrots, sweet potatoes or similar I would let it go closer to 5 or 6 but with fruits right around 2 works.  Then I scoop it out with a slotted spoon and then use the immersion blender and just puree the mess out of it.  Once pureed I just put it in my little freezer containers and go from there.  Now that they boys are doing more finger foods I cook it but skip the puree part for the vegetables.  The mixture today was pureed and then frozen to be used for yogurt and oatmeal mix ins.

When I was making things I didn't start doing mixes until maybe a month or so ago because I could just have a bag of carrot cubes and a bag of apple cubes then I would give each baby two cubes for their meal.  Now that they primarily feed themselves I am only using the frozen stuff for breakfast as oatmeal and a fruit mix and snack as yogurt and a fruit mix.  I've gotten kinda crazy with them all depending what I have currently in my freezer.  Some people think I'm crazy but the boys have had rhubarb already mixed with peaches and then again with blueberries and banana as well as with strawberries and bananas.  Why not expose them to things that I serve on a regular basis!

I just really want to express how happy I am that they have moved to feeding themselves more because it is SO much easier to put them in their highchairs and work on stuff in the kitchen with them while they are eating! 

Until next time!

I became a mother last night...

So I am sure some of you just read the title and thought Umm, Olivia you became a mother in April last year when you took that test to say you were pregnant or even in December when those two adorable boys were born.  And sure you are correct in the fact that yes technically that is when I became a mother however, this morning at 3 when I was awake rocking a baby that had been awake off and on since 11 because he is sick and so snotty he cant breath and wants his pacifier to sleep but can't breath if he has his pacifier.  He kept tossing and turning covering me in snot no matter how many times I used the Nose Frida to suck his nose dry I thought this is love, this is what being a mother is really about.  Loving your child so much that you just want them to feel better and not suffer is all you care about dispite that hands down this and last night are the worst two nights since bringing these boys home, even worse than the every three hour feeding nights by far.

Now I sit here sipping my second cup of coffee of the morning wishing that I had actually gotten a decent nights sleep but knowing that these babies are everything and hoping that tonight they sleep so I can sleep because mommy never goes off duty!  The bad thing is my throat is now scratchie and I have a runny nose.  Oh don't we love when they share!

Until next time when I am feeling better and have slept more!

My World is Being OVERTAKEN!

So I always thought that I would be one of those people who could/would keep all baby related items secluded to their room.  UMMMMM I currently have 1 room in my house that doesn't have something baby related in it and that's the dining room and high chairs do and can go in there when they are needed.

I kid you not, in our bedroom currently there is a pack n play set up, toys on my floor and one of the boys lovies just hanging out, in our bathroom we have baby wash, a tub faucet protector that looks like a duck and a walker.  Yesterday there was a Johnny Jump Up on the door there too.  I'm sure some people are thinking, "really a walker in the bathroom, seriously WTF?"  Well let me help you, if you have something you have to do that requires you to shower and you have two babies there isn't much option for a shower unless one or both is in the bathroom with you.  Mine cat nap and during those sweet glorious 30-45 minutes that they actually sleep at the same time I have dishes, laundry and other important household things that I have to do.  Which means playtime in mommy's bathroom while she showers and gets ready.  

Back to my issue at hand they are seriously taking over my world which I suppose I should just accept since they took over my body and mind a while ago.  Seriously, it's amazing that now if I have some "extra" money I would rather just spend it on them and not myself.....another lesson learned as a mother.

An update on the sleep training: naptimes are getting better.  They will now sleep in their own cribs at naptime without screaming as though they are being poked by thousands of nails!  WIN!  However, nights are still hard because let's be honest here, my sleep is the most important thing to me between the hours of 11 PM and 6 AM and if I can quiet the baby down by bringing him to bed with me rather than sit up with him screaming you can better believe what I'll be choosing!

Until Next Time...

What is my biggest surprise as a mom...

I have had so many people ask me what my biggest surprise of being a mom is, I honestly think the biggest one is how their cries pull at every raw nerve inside of me.  I have never been a fan of the Cry It Out method of sleep training with children under 2 because those children do not have the words to express what they need but understand that a modified version to work toward sleeping on their own and developing self soothing techniques is important.  It isn't something I ever see myself doing hardcore but we did start working on transitioning from me having to rock them to sleep EVERY NAP AND NIGHT to laying them down with music and awake to work it out themselves.  Naptime today just about killed me, Plain and Simple.  I laid them down each in their own beds, the same beds that they have slept in most nights since the night they came home from the hospital, you would think these beds transition into beds of nails during the day time based on how they react to being placed in them.  I turned on the music walked out and closed the door.  I had to start a load of diaper laundry so I figured this would be a good time.  I decided that I would let them cry until I got that all taken care of then go back in.  It took me 6 minutes, I went in expecting the crying to be coming from Child Unit 1 well I was wrong it was Child Unit 2 who was loosing his mind.  Only upon seeing me did Child Unit 1 start!  I did a switch between the two of patting backs/rubbing heads until they were both down, 10 minutes and 20 minutes.  They proceeded to sleep for 1.5 hours!  That's the longest morning nap they have taken in a LONG TIME!  Tonight was a bit better so we'll see how it goes!

 As a child care provider crying never really got under my skin because it is a part of every day existence.  These two babies cry and I do a combination of melting because I have to care for their every wish and need but it also pulls every nerve in my body to that space in your head you only really understand as a mother.  It makes me crazy to the fact that I will do whatever it takes to help my child!  So needless to say that in the 20 minutes this morning that my perfect angles were crying their little eyes out it broke my heart, but I sat there to let them know I am with them and I love them.  I pray it gets better or I will be one of those people who has their children sleeping with them as long as the children want and lets be honest, Child Unit 1 moves too much in his sleep for that to good for anyone!  

The love that I have for these boys greatly surpasses anything I could have ever imagined and the fact that it grows so much every day also surprises me as a mother just so that's out there!

         

Identical doesn't always mean the same...

So when we were told we were having identical twins I was beyond thrilled because I have always wanted twins.  I was shocked to say the least but very excited.  I was really freaked out as the months went on and I got more and more pregnant that I wouldn't be able to tell the boys apart.  Thankfully that hasn't been an issue for me.  Mainly because Child Unit 1 is 2.5 pounds heavier than Child Unit 2.  However, even if they were the same size there are significant personality differences, Child Unit 2 is Mr. Personality he will smile and flirt with any woman he sees most of the time and that includes if he is frustrated with me or stuck in his carseat.  I believe he thinks if he's cute enough someone will get him out of the seat.....  He's also the one that tends to be a little more high maintenance which is fine, at least they aren't both high maintenance!  With that all being said I guess when they were born I figured they would develop at about the same rate and all because they are identical.....you would think with my education and background I would have known better but still they are IDENTICAL!  Like smiling, Child Unit 1 did it first, well before his brother and the same goes for scooting, rolling and so on and so forth.  Now Child Unit 2 did have surgery and it took him a few weeks to regulate from that and I'm sure that had some to do with it.

I do however have to question Nature vs. Nurture when it comes to having identical babies that are so different because they are the same nature and I nurture them both the exact same way and yet they are so different in their manerisms and personalities.  I know that everyone is their own person, I just find it so interesting to see their little differences and I can't wait to keep observing them as they continue to grow.  Well they are up and at it from their nap!

My Way or the Highway- Dealing with my OCD

I have joked for years that I have slight OCD mannerisms.  As I have gotten older it has really become apparent to me that I have to have things just right to my specifications.  I enjoy tasks that keep me focused on the little details.  I mentioned in my post on cloth diapering that I like to do laundry, that's not a lie.  I like sorting, folding, organizing and putting it in it's place.  With that being said, if you don't do it my way to my specifications when trying to "help me" then it isn't help.  I would much rather do it myself to begin with because no question if it isn't my way I will 100% of the time redo it so in essence your helping has just added more work to my plate.  Same way with my dishwasher, I can open it and immediately know if someone put something in, simply because it is in the wrong place.  It isn't helpful to do that in my house because I will stand there and fix it every time.  There is a standing rule, leave the dishes in the sink I will get to them.  I am not kidding when I ask that.

As a Southern woman I understand the ingrained need to chip in and help but I am not being a martyr when I ask you to leave my kitchen alone or that I don't need help washing/folding laundry because I honestly 100% do not want help.  People thought this would change when the children units were born because I would be exhausted or have my focus somewhere else but it has honestly only made me more focused and organized.  I have heard many people say off the cuff that the spousal unit should "at least do your own laundry" "help with the dishes" and so on and so forth.  Thankfully we are capable enough of handling our own relationship and he understands that I am 100% content to do it all myself.  If by chance I do need his help with something he will jump right in and help, no questions asked.  Several of my friends know that if they come over for dinner I expect them to sit in the kitchen and talk to me when I am cooking.  If I need help I will ask for it, I promise.  You can even feel free to offer but don't ever expect me to take you up on it.  

I really think that once the boys were born my switch flipped to make me more urber focused on the little things.

Cloth Diapering and Why I Do It...

There are many reasons people these days choose to cloth diaper.  I share a few of the major ones as many people and I have a few reasons that others may or may not have.

#1:  One of my main reasons is cost.  

This is a very popular reason, maybe tied with the natural benefits of it being greener than disposables.  I have twins, thats double the love but double the cost as well.  I can't breastfeed due to some things in my past and knew that coming in.  So I knew we would be spending some big bucks to feed the babies so I started thinking of ways I could curb some of the cost of two babies and cloth diapers was one of the first things that came to mind.  I did use disposables for the first month because they were so small and lets be honest here, there were two new people who needed a lot of attention that I needed to adjust to.  So since January 3rd I have changed anywhere from 14-18 diapers a day, if using disposables I would prefer Pampers so that would cost about $25/ every 5 Days.  So doing that math it comes to about $380 until the end of March.  I spent around $850 for my entire cloth stash.  So we are almost halfway to making it back and it's only been 3 months.  Now I did look at our water bill and it's gone up between $15 & $20 a month since December when the boys were born but that also includes their regular laundry that we are having to wash plus the water needed to mix with formula.  I made the laundry detergent that I use for the diapers and I believe I spent around $30 for those supplies, and it should last me at least 6 months longer than it already has.

#2:  They are so dang cute!

I mean honestly, would this picture be as cute if they were in disposables?  This is one of my not as popular reasons!

#3: I've seen what disposables can do.

I have a background that required me to change a lot of diapers and I have seen the rashes that happen when babies are in disposables.  When I was debating to cloth or not to cloth I questioned a friend that had done them with her son and she said he only had a touch of a rash once in his 2 years of cloth.  

That was a major selling point for me.  I had a little girl once who kept getting these rashes that looked like chemical burns and no matter how often we changed her or what kind of creams the parents tried it didn't really help.

#4:  I don't mind laundry.

I know I know, "What is she thinking" but honestly laundry sort of helps me keep a zen about me.  I have time to focus some of my OCD by sorting, folding and such and I honestly have worked diaper laundry into my daily routine with the boys.  I make the stuffing/folding part happen in the morning while the boys have their tummy time and I sit on the floor and we talk and play together while I'm doing it.

#5:  I'm a hippie at heart.

I went to Appalachian and lets be honest here if you spend anytime in Boone you come out with a little hippie in you even if you didn't have it going in!


With all of that said some people are probably thinking "Still it's a lot of work and not for me" and that's fine the good news is that everyone is allowed the right to choose how to raise their own children.

There is a learning curve to it and it takes everyone involved a while to get to where they are comfortable changing the babies and making sure they are tight enough so they don't leak out everywhere.

My spousal unit didn't have a hard time adjusting because before our boys he hadn't ever changed a diaper so he just went with what I taught him.

When the boys were smaller (under 8.5 pounds) I used the "old fashioned" prefolds and covers.  I LOVED THESE and sort of wished I still had some.  They were harder but I found that I could fold them to catch things better.  Hands down this is the cheapest option in cloth diapering.  This is a picture of one with the cover on.  I don't have one of the boys with just the cloth part.

Now that they are over 8.5 pounds we use the one size diapers that will grow with them until they are potty trained!  In the pictures below you can see that they are on different snaps to make it work for different sized babies!

They also make velcro which I only had 2 of during the newborn stage because they have the ability to learn to unhook that more so than the snaps!

If you have any questions about cloth diapering I will gladly answer your questions or at least help point you to a source that hopefully can answer them if I can't answer them!  If you cloth leave a comment letting me know your main reasons!

PURPLE crying

I have heard about The Period of PURPLE Crying and in the hospital we were given a DVD about it that I honestly didn't think we needed because hey I'm a professional child care provider I can handle this.

Ummmm no.  

About 3-4 weeks ago Child Unit #2 started crying on a Sunday evening around 5.  He had recently been diagnosed with an inguinal hernia so I of course freaked out that it had become strangulated and we needed to rush to the hospital so I changed his diaper to check.  That wasn't the issue, and even the clean tush didn't seem to help.  

So I made him a small bottle because he had just eaten an hour or so before and shouldn't be that hungry.  That didn't work.

I gave him his pacifier.  That didn't work.

I tried skin to skin.  That didn't work.

I tried rocking him.  That didn't work.

The spousal unit tried holding him and doing skin to skin.  That didn't work.

I tried the pacifier again with rocking.  Still nothing.

An hour and a half later I tried rocking, pacifier, and swaddling him, IT WORKED!

We were both at our wits end and if it hadn't stopped I don't know what we would have done.  I was in tears too!  Thankfully child unit #1 was happy and content this entire time!  When it was over I just sat there holding him tight rocking him and loving him praying that we wouldn't have to deal with it anymore ever again.  

I didn't get what I asked for, every night around 5 I hold my breath to see what is going to happen and he has gotten to the point where he waits until the spousal unit is home before letting loose.  Thankfully I now know what works and I break out the trifecta at the first minute as long as I know it isn't hunger or diaper related.  Once he calms down I can even lay him in the bouncer still swaddled and with his pacifier with me in the kitchen so I can cook dinner.  It isn't every night but it is there every so often!

Needless to say, after that first night of an hour and a half we watched the DVD and were reassured that this is normal and there isn't anything wrong with him!

The word PURPLE is an acronym and stands for:

P: peak of crying

U: unexpected (you can say that again)

R: resists soothing

P: pain like expression

L: long lasting

E: evening

The DVD said that between months 2-3 it's at the worst and then gets better by month 5.  As we approach 3 months this weekend I hope we are coming to the light at the end of the tunnel!

Until next time!

My style of parenting...

As you may or maynot know, my background is Early Childhood.  Ever since high school I have been focused on tiny humans from birth to age five.  I graduated high school with the equivalent of the Early Childhood Credentials but they had changed the program my senior year to the fact that to acquire the "ECC's" you had to go to a class at the community college.  Since I decided to go to a 4 year school I didn't make the choice to actually get the credentials.  So I went to ECU and then transferred to ASU to finish up my BS in Child Development.  With all that said I have a lot of knowledge of how children develop and what practices are in child care in North Carolina.

Working in child care is not being a parent.  However, it prepared me greatly for the life that comes with being a parent.  Having twins is a very difficult thing for people who have twins and are first time parents.  Did you know that the state of NC ratio for infants to care givers in a classroom is 5:1?  In the higher star centers it's 4:1, these are the types of center's I've always worked in.  I came into this prepared for caring for multiple children at once.  No I have not ever work primarily in an infant classroom but I have work in there as coverage if needed.

I am not a read a book and follow it kind of parent.  In fact the spousal unit and I didn't even take birthing classes because we felt we had a good grip on things.  I did buy a book about twin pregnancies so I knew what to expect as we went though.  I enjoyed it but when it got to week 36 and I was giving birth I put it on the shelf and didn't flip any further into it about "life after birth."

I am also not a schedule type of parent.  I have two very strong minded babies.  One of them LOVES TO EAT and will eat anytime you put a bottle in his mouth!  The other will ONLY eat when he is STARVING.  Seriously he puckers his mouth and you can't put the bottle in his mouth, he is very strong willed!  I totally believe in routine and the fact that every day is different so it can be bent and molded to what I need to get done.  

I also believe that there is no reason that my life has to be significantly different now than it was in November or even last March.  My parents live 3 hours away am I going to stop visiting them just because the boys beds are here?  Hell no.  Am I going to stop taking a weekend trip to the beach if that's what I want to do?  Ummm NO!  My personal belief is that babies can handle life as you live it and there's no reason to change!  

My biggest belief is that if it doesn't work for me, I am the parent I can change things around to make it work for us!

I have also caught some flack from people about choosing to cloth diaper.  #1, The way you cloth diaper has been revolutionized since I was a baby.  #2, am I asking anyone to help me wash/dry/stuff the diapers?  No I chose to do this and I am understanding that my friends and family didn't make the choice.  I do love the fact that our families seem to have embraced the cloth diapers and will change the boys!  Be on the look out for a post about my reasons for choosing to cloth!

I'm sure that as the boys grow and/or we add to our family my feelings and style of parenting will develop and evolve, as everyone's does.  And I've got to go for now because those two tiny humans that were actually both napping at the same time are now stirring!  

How My Life Changed FOREVER!

3-29-2013: 6:15 AM I decided to get up for a bathroom run and hopefully head back to bed since it was Saturday!  I had a suspicion I was pregnant and the night before we had stopped to get a test on the way home from a family event.  I took the test and waited the longest 5 minutes of my life to look at it!

6-3-2013: I had a dream (nightmare) that I was pregnant with Triplets.  The spousal unit was out of town for work and when I jokingly told him about the dream he told me to wait until after he was off work the next day to call him unless it was really triplets!

6-4-2013: I went in for my first ultrasound.  I informed the doctor of my dream (nightmare) from the night before and he laughed when I told him to check and make sure there was just one!  He then told me "You see this black area here?"  I responded "Yes it looks like the top of another sack."  He then said, "yes that's what I think it is too, I'm going to recommend you go for a more sensitive ultrasound within the next week."  Needless to say the spousal unit was shocked when I called him in the middle of his work day!

6-11-2013: The spousal unit and I get up and head in for the "more sensitive ultrasound" really thinking the doctor was just covering his butt.  The technician only had the probe on me for 2 seconds before she smiled really big and said, "congrats dad it's twins!"  We were both shocked and silent!

8-6-2013: We discovered these identical beings inside of me were indeed boys!

12-7-2013:  36 Weeks!  I had been told "if you make it to 36 weeks we'll most likely take the boys then because that's really good for identical twins."  Sadly this was a Saturday so I hosted a Christmas Party!

*Note the HUGE baby mountain!*

12-9-2013: 4 AM I'm awake and getting ready to head to the hospital!  

5:15 AM We are at the hospital in the triage room starting the prep for my C-Section

5:30ish AM They start the IV and I almost pass out!

7:15 AM Here we go!

7:50 AM Child Unit 1 was born

7:51 AM Child Unit 2 was born

8:00 AM I was crying because they were so cute!

The rest of the day is a blur of joy/exhaustion/and carpal tunnel pain from the excess fluids they put in through the IV!

As I sit here 2 months later I am thinking:

"IT'S ONLY BEEN 2 MONTHS!"

"What did we do before them?"

"They really are the cutest boys EVER!"

Stay tuned for the ups and downs of my attempts through motherhood and trying to keep with my "normal" life!

Shrimp Risotto

I decided to blog my risotto recipe that I use rather frequently as a side however the night I documented my process I was making it as the main dish with shrimp so typically I do all these steps minus anything that is dealing with shrimp.

We are huge fans of risotto but before you begin you need to know you are going to need a great non-stick pot or a wonderful stirring partner.  My husband use to be my wonderful stirring parter however, I have gotten a new Pampered Chef Ceramic Non-Stick 2.75 Covered Saucepan and it is the best/only pot that I will use for Risotto.

To start the process you melt 2 tablespoons butter with 2 cloves of garlic in your non-stick pot.  Stir until your garlic is fragrant and the butter is melted.

You also need a second pot to heat 4 cups of chicken stock in, you need it hot but not boiling so I always set it at heat of 3-4.

At this point you add in 1 Cup of Rice and stir in into the butter.

Then add 1/4 (ish) cup of room temperature White Wine and stir until the rice is translucent and the wine is absorbed.  (The wine needs to be room temp so that it doesn't shock the rice.)  At this point you start adding the chicken stock 1 ladle at a time.  You stir until the stock is absorbed and then add more stock until you have added all the stock.

Once all the stock is added and absorbed you need to add about 1/2 cup parmesan cheese and 2 more tablespoons of butter.  Stir into the risotto and cover for about 5 minutes.  If you are serving it as a side once 5 minutes have passed all you do is stir and serve.  If you want to do as I did move into the next steps.  

At this point I moved onto the shrimp.  I had purchased a bag of shrimp from the store frozen and thawed it before adding it to my saute pan.  I coated the pan with some olive oil and sprinkled a Pampered Chef rub (I can't remember which one) onto the shrimp and heated it through since it is already cooked in the package I purchased.

Once the shrimp was heated and the risotto had set I was ready to mix them and just stirred the shrimp into the risotto and served!

Let me know if you try this dish and what your results are!

Ratings:

Expense: $ as a side and $$ as a main dish

Taste: 4 Forks

Time to Prepare: 2 Clocks

Cleanliness to Make: 2 Dishsoap Bottles

Cleanliness to Eat: 1 Bib

Overall: 5 Thumbs

Homemade Butterfingers

So I have basically become a Pinterest addict.  Admitting it is the first step right?  In my searchings one day I came across a pin for Homemade Butterfingers.  Being one of my favorite candies I decided to give it a shot.  They were amazing.  No if ands or buts about it!  The best part is that it only involved 3 ingredients and was relatively quick!

So are you ready for the super easy step by step process?

-Melt 1 pound of Candy Corn (I was shocked too, if you hate candy corn do not worry, you can't tell) in a Microwave safe container.  I used my Pampered Chef Large Micro Cooker and it worked great!

-Mix in 1 16 Oz, Jar of Honey Roast Peter Pan Peanut Butter

-Pour into a container lined with Parchment paper and let set until hardened (This process took a bit longer than I thought it would. I suggest a bit of time in the refrigerator to speed it up)

-After the mixture hardens cut it into bars or squares depending on how large you want your pieces.

-Melt Almond Bark (or your favorite candy dipper) and dip your pieces into the chocolate and let them harden on a parchment or wax paper lined tray or rack.

Mine weren't winning a beauty prize but they tasted wonderful!  Everyone I shared with loved them as well!

Let me know if you try it and how they turn out!

Ratings:

Expense- $$

Taste- 4 Forks

Time- 5 Clocks

Cleanliness to Make- 3 Dishsoap Bottles

Cleanliness to Eat- Paper Napkin

Overall- 5 Thumbs

Lettuce Wraps

So I am a fan of the Lettuce Wraps that are available from P. F. Changs.  One night I attempted to make them at home with the assistance from my friend over at Craft On!  If you agree with me that the crispy rice sticks make the wrap then you understand that the first step was finding these to purchase.  Well turns out they are just deep fried rice sticks.  So I purchased a package of rice sticks and watched a few videos to learn how to do this.  I then read the directions on the package and ended up following the package not the videos.  The main difference was that the video said to soak and dry the rice sticks which was a 30 minute process versus the package saying to use dry noodles.  I decided to go for shortest time and tada we ended up with a pile of rice sticks.  

We only used a third of the package for this mountain of sticks.  So to fry them we added a few cups of vegetable oil to a pan (if you have a wok use it!) and heat it.  Once hot toss a few in and then as they "poof" and come back to the top pull them out.  Make sure the utensil you use is heat resistant because the oil melted one of my utensils!

Next we made a Chicken Stir Fry Mixture, I will be the first to tell you that I added soy sauce, teriyaki  sauce and chicken to the pan.  I can also tell you that I have no idea what amounts I used!  We added red peppers and carrots to the mixture.  It cooked for about 15 minutes before we were ready to serve it.  I did check the temperature of the chicken and it needs to be 165 degrees to serve so make sure you are either checking with a thermometer or you cut into the chicken to check it for doneness!

Next it was time to combine the wonderful components of our meal and enjoy!

It looked great and colorful and it tasted amazing.  I served a bit of soy sauce on the side because that's how I like it!

Ratings Wise the Lettuce Wraps shape up to:

Cleanliness to Make- 2

Expense- $$

Taste- 4

Time to Prepare- 3

Cleanliness to Eat- 3

Overall- 4

Does anyone have any suggestions of other veggies that would be good in the chicken mixture?  I am always open to suggestions!

Rating Scale for Recipes I Share

In future posts I will be rating the dishes I make based on this rating scale.  I figured I would post a Master Copy of the rating system here for 2 reasons.  I have a tend to forget things recently so I'll need it in the future!  Reason number 2 is that I'm sure some of you would like a reminder sometimes too!

Happy Cooking!


Expense:
$-          $1 - $5
$$-        $5 - $10
$$$-       $10 - $15
$$$$-     $15 - $20
$$$$$-   $20 and Up

Taste:
1 Fork-    Yuck
2 Forks-   Socks Not Blown
3 Forks-   Ehh
4 Forks-   Yum!
5 Forks-   WOW!

Time to Prepare:
1 Clock-    0-15 Minutes
2 Clocks-  15-30 Minutes
3 Clocks-  30-45 Minutes
4 Clocks-  45 Minutes-1 Hour
5 Clocks-  1 Hour or More

Cleanliness to Make:
1 Dishsoap Bottle-  Rinse & Set
2 Dishsoap Bottles- Let The Kids Do the Dishes
3 Dishsoap Bottles- Nothing A Scrub Brush Can't Handle
4 Dishsoap Bottles- Glad I have a Dish Washer
5 Dishsoap Bottles- OH THE DISHES!

Cleanliness to Eat:
1 Bib-  Wear White
2 Bibs- Paper Napkin
3 Bibs- Wet Wipe
4 Bibs- Lobster Bib
5 Bibs- Breakout the Hose

Overall Rating:
1 Thumb-  Never Again
2 Thumbs- Make for Somebody Else
3 Thumbs- I'll Write It In My Book
4 Thumbs- Add To My Rotation
5 Thumbs- Every Week Please